Kevin Tillman: After Pat's Birthday

By: drmontoya
Published On: 10/20/2006 9:34:28 AM

Pat & Kevin TillmanPhoto Courtesy the Tillman Family

Pat Tillman (left) and his brother Kevin stand in front of a Chinook helicopter in Saudi Arabia before their tour of duty as Army Rangers in Iraq in 2003.
By Kevin Tillman

Oct 19, 2006

EditorGÇÖs note: Kevin Tillman joined the Army with his brother Pat in 2002, and they served together in Iraq and Afghanistan.  Pat was killed in Afghanistan on April 22, 2004. Kevin, who was discharged in 2005, has written a powerful, must-read document.

It is PatGÇÖs birthday on November 6, and elections are the day after.  It gets me thinking about a conversation I had with Pat before we joined the military.  He spoke about the risks with signing the papers.  How once we committed, we were at the mercy of the American leadership and the American people.  How we could be thrown in a direction not of our volition.  How fighting as a soldier would leave us without a voiceGǪ until we get out. 

Much has happened since we handed over our voice:


Somehow we were sent to invade a nation because it was a direct threat to the American people, or to the world, or harbored terrorists, or was involved in the September 11 attacks, or received weapons-grade uranium from Niger, or had mobile weapons labs, or WMD, or had a need to be liberated, or we needed to establish a democracy, or stop an insurgency, or stop a civil war we created that canGÇÖt be called a civil war even though it is.  Something like that.

Somehow America has become a country that projects everything that it is not and condemns everything that it is.

Somehow our elected leaders were subverting international law and humanity by setting up secret prisons around the world, secretly kidnapping people, secretly holding them indefinitely, secretly not charging them with anything, secretly torturing them.  Somehow that overt policy of torture became the fault of a few GÇ£bad applesGÇ¥ in the military.

Somehow back at home, support for the soldiers meant having a five-year-old kindergartener scribble a picture with crayons and send it overseas, or slapping stickers on cars, or lobbying Congress for an extra pad in a helmet.  ItGÇÖs interesting that a soldier on his third or fourth tour should care about a drawing from a five-year-old; or a faded sticker on a car as his friends die around him; or an extra pad in a helmet, as if it will protect him when an IED throws his vehicle 50 feet into the air as his body comes apart and his skin melts to the seat.

Somehow the more soldiers that die, the more legitimate the illegal invasion becomes. 

Somehow American leadership, whose only credit is lying to its people and illegally invading a nation, has been allowed to steal the courage, virtue and honor of its soldiers on the ground. 

Somehow those afraid to fight an illegal invasion decades ago are allowed to send soldiers to die for an illegal invasion they started.

Somehow faking character, virtue and strength is tolerated.

Somehow profiting from tragedy and horror is tolerated.

Somehow the death of tens, if not hundreds, of thousands of people is tolerated.

Somehow subversion of the Bill of Rights and The Constitution is tolerated.

Somehow suspension of Habeas Corpus is supposed to keep this country safe.

Somehow torture is tolerated.

Somehow lying is tolerated. 

Somehow reason is being discarded for faith, dogma, and nonsense. 

Somehow American leadership managed to create a more dangerous world.

Somehow a narrative is more important than reality.

Somehow America has become a country that projects everything that it is not and condemns everything that it is.

Somehow the most reasonable, trusted and respected country in the world has become one of the most irrational, belligerent, feared, and distrusted countries in the world.

Somehow being politically informed, diligent, and skeptical has been replaced by apathy through active ignorance.

Somehow the same incompetent, narcissistic, virtueless, vacuous, malicious criminals are still in charge of this country.

Somehow this is tolerated.

Somehow nobody is accountable for this.

In a democracy, the policy of the leaders is the policy of the people.  So donGÇÖt be shocked when our grandkids bury much of this generation as traitors to the nation, to the world and to humanity.  Most likely, they will come to know that GÇ£somehowGÇ¥ was nurtured by fear, insecurity and indifference, leaving the country vulnerable to unchecked, unchallenged parasites. 

Luckily this country is still a democracy.  People still have a voice.  People still can take action.  It can start after PatGÇÖs birthday. 

Brother and Friend of Pat Tillman,

Kevin Tillman


Comments



Very Strong (Eric - 10/20/2006 10:26:39 AM)
Unlike most soldiers who have died in the Republican led chickhawk war, Pat Tillman was a man many had heard of.  He is the most recognizable causality and many people will be able to identify with Keven's words because of that. Although Pat was killed in Afghanistan (a legitimate war effort), he was most certainly a member of the military that was swept up by the short-sighted and self-serving ideologues who run our country.

I'm glad to see soldiers like Kevin Tillman standing up against the travesty that is our current government.  And I wonder how long it will take the chickshits who run and support this adminstration to swiftboat Kevin for his thoughts. 



Extremely well written and thoughtful (Todd Smyth - 10/20/2006 10:44:39 AM)
I hope this is cross posted on Kos? and as many outlets as possible.  American Chronicle etc.


It is already diaried on dkos... (Loudoun County Dem - 10/20/2006 10:53:50 AM)
Here:
http://www.dailykos....


Jimmy Webb (drmontoya - 10/20/2006 11:07:50 AM)
I know personally that Pat Tillman is a hero to Jimmy Webb. He talked about him with me at length.

Pat Tillman was a patriot, and a hero.

And a Democrat.

Our party has warriors too.

We are not afraid to fight, war shouldn't be partisan, patriotism should never be questioned.



Somehow a narrative is more important than reality (PM - 10/20/2006 11:27:20 AM)
Wow.

Read what Jim VandeHei of the Post just said on his morning chat, to this question:

Philadelphia, Pa.: Yesterday, President Bush was in Pennsylvania claiming that Democrats who want to withdraw troops from Iraq are essentially unpatriotic. Today, it appears possible that the White House may be considered withdrawing troops just before the elections? Is the President and his speechwriters the last to know of possible changes in policy?

Jim VandeHei: Several GOP strategists have told me in recent days that they are very concerned that Bush appears disconnected from what is happening on the ground in Iraq.



Disconnected ain't the word (Catzmaw - 10/20/2006 11:41:45 AM)
Bush is quoted in the WaPo last night as having said:

"They would have our country quit in Iraq before the job is done.  That's why they are the party of cut and run.  We will fight.  We will stay.  We will win in Iraq."

We'll STAY??!  He actually said we'll stay?  This guy's in another universe. 

I loved this statement by Kevin Tillman, especially his very strongly worded condemnation of Bush's abrogation of the Constitution and his flagrant disregard of all the principles that have made this country great.

Kevin Tillman's a hero in my book.



Pat Tillman (zola - 10/20/2006 1:18:47 PM)
You might be interested to know that Pat Tillman's opinion of the war in Iraq was just as, if not more, negative than Kevin's. In an article by Stan Goff focussing on the circumstances surrounding his death, he's quoted as saying the invasion "is so fucking illegal." (Ironically enough, after he was killed, certain left-wing anti-war bloggers called Pat a dumb redneck who was stupid for signing up, deserved to die, amongst other insults, even though he was probably more anti-Iraq war and anti-Bush than the bloggers were.)


Welcome to RK... (Loudoun County Dem - 10/20/2006 1:24:59 PM)
...interesting, all of the Tillman comments I read talked about how Pat Tillman was a huge fan of Noam Chomsky and was supposed to meet him when he returned stateside...

I guess you can find anything on the web...



Yeah (zola - 10/20/2006 1:47:45 PM)
Tillman's being a fan of Chomsky is also mentioned in the Goff article, I think. I'm often surprised at the views of enlisted men (as opposed to the officers who are the ones frequently seen on TV as talking heads on Fox News and other channels). They're frequently WAY to the left of the mainstream. A fabulous book by Evan Wright called "Generation Kill" describes and quotes Marines whose views are practically communist in their leftism (and these men are from the most elite macho units too, like Force Recon, the special forces of the Marine Corps.)


I will have to get a hold of that book... (Loudoun County Dem - 10/20/2006 1:50:30 PM)
...thanks for the tip...


No problem (zola - 10/20/2006 2:02:29 PM)
It happens to be a great book about Operation Iraqi Freedom from the enlisted Marine's point of view. Parts of it are funny and other parts are absolutely horrifying (descriptions of civilians being killed accidently, etc) It's also quite prescient in describing the chaos that would soon engulf the country as a result of strange lack of planning on the part of the Bush admin after Baghdad was conquered. If nothing else, it's vivid, fast-paced read on how young Americans on the front line actually think and behave; you really get to know them well. 


Kevin is right (scarlatagal - 10/21/2006 9:43:49 AM)
How painful it must be for him
And how painful it is for me to read his words
I still remember my great forboding in 2003 -- when I saw that there was no stopping Bush from getting his way--and how the Pandora's box would open and could never be closed--and how this dreadful mistake would resonate for generations to come.
Its time for us to take our country back and to do it we must elect Jim Webb.


Welcome to RK... (Loudoun County Dem - 10/21/2006 2:41:48 PM)
...It's good to have you here.

You're right about Pandora's box, Bush has set the 'precedent' for:

Preemptive War
Warrantless wiretapping
Torture
Use of mercenary forces by the US
Elimination of Habeas Corpus

We need the accountability that Jim Webb (and Judy Feder, Andy Hurst, Al Weed, Phil Kellum, and other Dems) will bring BACK to Congress.